It was late, but I still couldn't sleep. My chest was so stuffy that I could hardly breathe. At the beginning of this year, I had some physical symptoms, the most serious of which was blood in my stool, which was extremely painful. It was not until April that I had the courage to go to the hospital for treatment because I felt embarrassed to take off my pants in front of the doctors and nurses. After an electronic anorectal examination, the doctor found many problems and recommended that I have an operation. An hour after the preoperative examination, the blood test results came out, but the doctor refused to perform the operation on me because I was HIV positive. This result was not a bolt from the blue for me, but the looks from the doctors and nurses made me want to jump directly from the outpatient building (since this was a rapid test, the hospital was afraid that the test results would be inaccurate and asked me to go for a re-examination the next day. If the result was confirmed to be positive the next day, they would ask for my identity information). When I came out of the hospital, it was drizzling in Shenyang in April and the sky was gray, just like my mood. I called my two best friends and told them the test results. They said, "It may be a misdiagnosis. Go to the CDC tomorrow for an accurate test. Don't worry about it." "Your heart is not good. Don't think too much. Rapid…

The world of love falls apart That day, we had been together for three years and one month. In the past, she would definitely be watching the news at around 7 o'clock every day, while I would be surfing the Internet. But that night, before the news was over, he said he was not feeling well and wanted to rest early. I have always been in poor health, but he has almost never felt unwell, and the twice-a-year physical examinations at his company showed that he was in good health. I obediently accompanied him to bed, turned on the bedside lamp on my side, and leaned against the bed to read. At around nine o'clock in the evening, he woke up and told me that he couldn't breathe. I persuaded him to go to the hospital, but he didn't want to, saying "It's okay, just sleep for a while", but I couldn't fall asleep because of my worry. At midnight, I found that he began to breathe heavily, and it was obviously very difficult, so I persuaded him to go to the hospital again. He was afraid that I would worry, so he said it was okay. At three o'clock in the morning, I turned on the light and saw that his lips were purple and his face was blue. I wanted to wake him up, but he didn't respond. I quickly called 120, then dressed him, and carried him, who weighed 150 pounds, on my small body of 100 pounds, from the third floor to the first floor. At…

       The weather forecast for today was good, so I had planned to ride a bicycle along the river. Unexpectedly, a sudden heavy rain in the afternoon disrupted my plan. I had no choice but to go shopping in the department stores in the city. I was browsing the new sneakers and sportswear on the counters, thinking that the soles of the current pairs of jogging shoes at home were a little worn, and I was thinking about whether to buy a new pair of jogging shoes for myself. But I didn't expect that the model I wanted was not available in the right size, or I would have to make do with a color that I didn't think was that good-looking. After thinking about it, I decided to forget it. If I bought a pair of shoes at the counter, I would have the chance to buy two or three pairs of shoes at the outlet. There was really no need to make do. After walking for a while, I felt thirsty, so I bought a drink and took a break in the food court. Most of the people who came to eat and shop nearby were couples and friends, and I felt a little bored shopping alone. I opened the app on my phone to see if there were any good-looking people nearby. The notification on the app came: "Hi", I clicked on the message and saw his introduction, which said that he was 179/72, and the headshot was a landscape photo without his face. I politely…

I am an online car-hailing driver. Due to my job, I often don't come home late at night and have to work overtime until very late. One day, around 11 o'clock in the evening, I was driving aimlessly on the street picking up passengers. In the distance, I saw a foreigner waiting for a car on the side of the road, so I hurried over and stopped beside him. + At this time, I could see clearly that he was about 30 years old, tall and handsome, with a very green stubble on his face. I suddenly liked him riding in my car. My good impression of him was increasing, so I looked at him a few more times after he got in the car and chatted with him in a friendly manner. I found that he also looked at me in a friendly manner, with good impression in his eyes. I asked him what he did in China while driving, and he said he taught at a university. Because my heart was playing tricks on me, I kept looking at him, and he probably saw my intention. I deliberately touched his leg when changing gears, pretending to be embarrassed. When he saw me like this, he... I almost stopped the car and enjoyed it, but I continued to drive forward. He looked very happy, and I became more and more nervous and excited. The speed was getting slower and slower. Later, I simply drove with one hand. I knew that I met a handsome guy who I had longed for for many years today,…

I am Xiaoyu. Like many people, I live a similar life every day, walk the same way, and eat the same food. Every day after work, I go home to the convenience store near my home to buy a bottle of drink or snacks before going home.     Today, when I was about to go home after shopping, I saw a group of people standing near the fire hydrant at the door. This group of people often appear here. They feel like a group of uneducated hooligans. Every time I pass by, I can't help but show disdain. Maybe I was often bullied by such people when I was a child, so I am particularly disgusted with them. But today I found a very handsome guy in the crowd, and I suddenly became crazy about him, thinking: "Oh my God! Was he in this group before?" He has a handsome hedgehog head and is about 180cm tall. Although he is wearing a T-shirt, he can still see that he has thick chest muscles and strong arms. He looks like he often plays basketball. He is totally my type. How could he be mixed with these people? What a pity. But I don't want to deal with that group of people, so I can only take a few more glances when I pass by to nourish my eyes. From that day on, my life has changed a little. After get off work, I always look forward to seeing him when I go to the convenience store. Sometimes I even hide…

     I first started noticing other boys having special feelings when I was twelve years old. I didn't understand what it meant at the time, I just thought it was a bit strange, but I didn't think much about it. By the age of fourteen, I had clearly realized that boys made my heart beat faster than girls. Of course, the premise is that I have to have feelings for girls, but I found that I had no impulse at all.      I admit that I was. This may not be a big deal for many people, but for me, a teenager who was still in the first year of high school at that time, it was a big deal. I am not the kind of timid person, nor am I a nerd who only buries his head in books. I am 1.8 meters tall and weigh 70 kilograms. I have short black hair and big, bright eyes. I usually play basketball and run, which makes me fit, with clear muscle lines and a slightly tanned skin. I like sports, especially those that can sweat and collide with teammates, such as basketball and football, because those are the only physical contact opportunities for me and others. I know that some teammates have ambiguous relationships, but I have always deliberately avoided them and didn't want to get involved.       Why? Because I was too young and had no experience in these things. I was afraid that if I had an intimate relationship with someone, they would see…

I am a sports student, majoring in basketball. My brother-in-law has just been married for a year. He is 25 years old, 1.82 meters tall, muscular, with a handsome face and standard features, and exudes the masculine flavor of a fashionable man. In the past, my family opposed this marriage because his job was dangerous and my sister was unwilling to marry him. At that time, I, the brother-in-law, liked him as a handsome policeman and tried my best to persuade my sister to marry my brother-in-law. My brother-in-law was very grateful to me for     this. He was also very caring towards me and had no intention of guarding against me. However, he did not understand my deep thoughts. The opportunity finally came. My sister and brother-in-law were going on a business trip and asked me to show them a house. I was so excited to have the opportunity to explore my brother-in-law's secrets! After they left, I couldn't wait to search their room. Finally, I found the uniforms that my brother-in-law might have forgotten to wash in the washing machine. There were even uniforms that were probably worn for more than a week. I couldn't help myself...     After my brother-in-law came back, he didn't find my masterpiece, but I enjoyed the extreme beauty, got to know my brother-in-law better, and liked him even more.  The opportunity came again. This time my sister was on a business trip alone. I took the opportunity to go to his house at night to chat and watch TV with…

Last night, no one was home. I suddenly felt bored. I haven't played for 3 years, I want to change. But it's difficult. So I suddenly got angry and typed in the same city: Want? Actually, I haven't played before, but I didn't expect that someone would come over soon, a handsome guy 1.87 meters tall. He asked me if I was bored. I said yes. Want? Yeah. I knew he thought I was a girl, and I was too lazy to explain. It was a good way to have some fun. After a while of teasing, he said he had a few people and played ball together in the afternoon. He just drank some wine and was surfing the Internet. He wanted to find a girl later. I asked how many? He said 7. How old are they? He said they are all about the same, the oldest is 27 and the youngest is 21. He laughed and said, don't worry, we are all adults. There are no bad boys. Even this is not a bad boy. I asked how many people you 7 people want to find? He said they are not bad people. I asked how many people do you want to find? He was a little embarrassed to say it, and finally said, can you do it yourself? I said that it won't kill anyone? He said no, it's not like he hits people. Why is it so hard for me to resist the temptation of a sports student? Seeing that I didn't say anything, he…

Yufei is a well-known figure in the sports college. He is 24 years old, about 180 cm tall, and has a strong body. He is recognized as a handsome guy. He is sunny and cheerful, with outstanding athletic talent, and is loved by his classmates and friends. Every time on the sports field, Yufei wears a white tight vest, and his chest and abdominal muscles are particularly conspicuous against the backdrop of sweat, attracting a lot of attention. His red sweatpants and white socks have also become his signature outfit. When he runs, he is full of energy and always makes people feel his charm. On this day, Yu Fei finished training and prepared to go home with a black sports bag. On the way home, he would pass by a square where young people often gathered. Sometimes they would cast strange eyes on him, making him feel a little uncomfortable, but he didn't think much about it. When he got home, Yu Fei heard a familiar voice as soon as he entered the door: "Hello, Brother Fei!" He was stunned for a moment and saw his 18-year-old cousin Liu Wei, who was handsome and lively, looking at him with a smile. Yu Fei said in surprise: "Hey, cousin, why are you here? Where is my mother?" Liu Wei smiled and replied: "I came to play for a few days during the summer vacation. Auntie received a call and said she would be away on business for a few days. By the way, Brother Fei, your socks are all wet,…

      I just graduated from a sports university, where I built a solid body of muscles. At 183cm tall, my body shape is not as exaggerated as that of a bodybuilder, but closer to the tight lines of an Olympic gymnast. After graduation, I worked as a coach in a gym, and my muscles became more and more full. Wearing a white tights and fluorescent green tights, my body lines are as clear as those of an ancient Roman statue. Today, I just finished lifting two sets of 50-pound dumbbells, and my biceps became more and more prominent. I was trying to distract myself, but I was troubled by the restlessness in my heart. A week ago, before my boyfriend returned to China, he half-jokingly used a "restraint device" on me, which made me a little inconvenient these days, especially when I saw other muscular men in the gym, I was always distracted. At this time, a black customer came over. He was about 180cm tall and his muscles were stronger than mine. He looked a bit like Will Smith. He was wearing a black tights and his chest muscles were clearly defined. He smiled and asked me how to exercise with dumbbells. I thought to myself, he was so muscular and still asked this. Could he have other intentions? I helped him hold the dumbbells from behind and taught him the movements: "Breathe in, exhale, keep the rhythm." My hands felt his six distinct abdominal muscles. There were not many people in the gym, so I moved…

Last May Day, I stayed in a youth hostel called Peter Pan's. As soon as I entered the door, I saw a handsome boy surfing the Internet. He was strong and looked like he was doing weight training. When I greeted him, I found that we could not communicate with each other in English. His English was really bad. This Peter Pan Hostel was full of boys who came to travel. The eight-person dormitory was messy and full of boys. I put my luggage away, changed into indoor clothes, and started to arrange the itinerary for the next day. At this time, the strong boy walked into the dormitory. He had just taken a shower, with a bath towel around his waist and very strong arms. I couldn't help but stare at him for a few more times, thinking that he was probably a baseball player, a catcher or something like that. He was chubby and strong. He dried his hair, raised his head, found me looking at him, and smiled. I said to him, good body! He waved his hand embarrassedly. He turned around and picked up his underwear without untying the bath towel around his waist. I was so sorry! After making the schedule, I went into the bathroom to take a shower. When I came out, I also tied the towel around my waist. When the boy saw me, he also raised his thumb and said good body. I am 182cm tall and weigh 93kg. I am as strong as a bull. I am afraid of scaring children when I walk on the…

My name is Yang Sen. I was born in Zhangjiakou, Hebei Province, a small city surrounded by mountains. After junior high school, I dropped out of school. After working in a car repair shop in my hometown for two years, I came to the dream city of Beijing through the introduction of a former co-worker who resigned. Beijing is unexpectedly big. Everything here is big. Although I can't see the blue sky of my hometown, the prosperous city and the dazzling modern everything attract me and make me decide to work hard for this exaggeration that does not belong to me. My fellow villager is Yang Miao. We are from the same village. There are only two of us who come out of our village to work. There are many people with the surname Yang in the village, so naturally we have the same surname. He is the same age as me and is 19 this year. We used to be good brothers when we were in the car repair shop. He was fired by the boss last year because he had a fight with the people who came to repair the car. I heard that working as a courier in Beijing can earn at least twice as much as working as a small worker in the car repair shop. It is for this reason that I resolutely abandoned my hometown and came here to join him. Let me introduce the two of us. He is 1.8 meters tall, and I am 1.83 meters tall, a little taller than him.…