I have been a rebellious child since I was young. My family was well off when I was a child, but we had the worries that come with being a wealthy family. Broken family, lonely me When I was 6 years old, something happened in my family. The money my parents had worked hard for was taken away by my father's good friend. My parents divorced, and I followed my mother and changed her surname. So I have a weird temper. Rather than saying I am weird, I am just a weird person. I am a loner by nature and don't like to make friends. I believe that friends are there to be used and betrayed. When I was 9 years old, I became sensible. My mother was often not at home. I cooked, washed clothes, did housework, and attended classes by myself. My grades were always good, but no parents ever came to parent-teacher meetings. The teacher asked me several times, and I could only say that I didn’t know if my mother could come. When I was 11 years old, I found a disc of porn in the closet. I was very curious at that time, but I didn't dare to watch it alone, so I called my cousin. He was 16 that year. After watching it, I felt an urge in my lower abdomen. My cousin also looked at me with blurred eyes and asked me if I wanted to try it. I was excited at the time and said yes to him. That was my first…